Sadness But Happiness ?

Wow. Today was fun at school. Not. *sigh* Every single second reminds me of her. But why ?
._.
Heres the story.
I went badminton , swimming and futsal today. Leg not tired at all. I did nothing but walk around the whole clubhouse. Suckish huh ? LOL.
After all that, I smsed my stead. Want me to tell her name ? Its Adibah. ._.
I asked her whether she still likes me or not.
Thus, she replied : "I only like you as a friend or a best friend. Since you are younger than me ( She's born on 3 Jan 1996 while Im 5 October 1996 ) , I like you as a brother."

I was like WHAT THE FUCK IS SHE MEANING.

Then, she said she likes another person. Just admire not like. I don't know why. LOL.
She want to end the relationship just because of some trivial fight last week.
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with that trivial matter.
-.-
I really cant take it anymore as well.
Lets just say, she's pretty much like a playgirl.
So, I cant really take it anymore.
And now, Im on the same boat as Nicholas.
>_<. What must I do to prevent that fucking break up ? ._.

Happiness
Even if we have reached the top of the answer,
We have not reached happiness,
The forgiven, the joyful and the happy answer,
Is the key to everything.

But why ?
Sadness remains,
Hatred, love, happiness and sadness is still locked inside,
Hence, we shall unlock it by finding the true answer,
The gift of the goddess,
The happiness,
The smile in your face,
The smite of your face,
Sacrifice shall speak,
At the end of the day.

In the world,
Chains were built day by day,
But what remains on the chain?
Dust as it was blown away, Humans as it was pushed away,
Nothing remains, just like our chain together.

Hold my hand,
And we shall,
Find the answer,
Once again with the chain of love.

Sadness
Screaming in the heart,
Full with hatred and sorrow,
Even sadness shall it go along,
Our happiness together is gone.

Forever the happiness is gone,
But what remains ?
Sadness shall speak,
Once happiness disappears.

Hatred fell with darkness,
Happiness fell with light,
But sadness falls with both darkness and light.

This time , I will protect you even if it takes my life.