New Year's Eve de Eve.

Weeeeee it's New Year's Eve tomorrow ~.
But how's it gonna be like ??

Anyway, its a New Year with the word New.
Everyone should be new, clean, and maybe cleaner :P

Nice day out today ~. Ate lunch with aunties and uncles today.

Ate asam fish. LOL.
Its delicious.
Not really spicy like my dinner just now.
It's SWEET.

anyway, today's lyrics are
Anima Rossa - Porno Graffiti ( #11 Bleach Opening ).

Romaji Lyrics :

kaze o kiru TSUBAME no you ni isshun de mezasu aoi umi e ikeru nara
konnani doro to hokori ni mamire ta ibara no michi o ikazu son da no ni
senaka ni wa tsubasa wa haezu kono ashi wa motsure tsumazuki saki wa mada nagai

sore de mo otoko tachi wa hitamuki ni aruki tsuzukeru

kimi ga koko ni iru koto de boku wa kono tabi no saki o shiru darou
ashimoto o terashite kureru hikari no you ni kagayai teru
kimi to koko ni iru koto o boku wa sore o ai to yon de ii no kai
kono karada karada kono kokoro kimi o zutto mamoritai

soba ni iru owari made

koyuki no kesshou no you ni utsukushii katachi no mono nan te nozomanai
mashiteya shimari no warui nareau bakari no mono nara mou naku te ii
KIRIKIRI to haritsumete iru PIANO sen no you ni tsunagaru koto o nozonderu

kesshite me o sorasazu massugu ni mitsume tsuzukeru

unmei no kane ga naru sore wa nani iro no ashita o yobu n darou
yorokobi mo kanashimi mo bokutachi ni wa erabenai
naraba kimi no namida ni mo hohoemi ni mo hana o soeyou
sono kimochi kitto wasurenai boku totomo ni yakitsukeyou

hanasanai owari made

kimi ga koko ni iru koto de boku wa boku de iru imi o shirun da
hotobashiru makka na aijou boku no inochi o moyashiteru
kimi no tame ni boku wa iru kara
kono karada karada kono kokoro kimi o zutto mamoritai

soba ni iru owari made hanasanai

English Lyrics :

Unavailable :(

Weeee~

Starting today, I'm gonna post ANIME SONG LYRICS. Don't bother to see it :P

Velonica, Aqua Timez. #9 Bleach Opening :

Romaji Lyrics :

zasetsu mamire ryuukou ni magire shiawase na furi o shite utau

motto hashire to iikikashite mubou ni mo sotto kazakami e

kita michi o ichibetsu yutori wa gomen shimensoka sansen ni tsugu ONE GAME

yama ari tani ari gake ari chiri wa tsumotteku

hateshinai tabi no tochuu de machi no hazure ni tachiyoru

tsukareta ryouashi o sotto nagedashite nekorobu to kurikaesareru asai nemuri

nando mo onaji ano yokogao nando mo onaji ano kotoba o

ikiteru dake de kanashii to omou no wa watashi dake na no to

TABAKO no kemuri ga chuu o uneri utsuro ni kieru

kitto mada chikara naki osanai hi ni

minakute ii kanashimi o mitekita kimi wa ima

koraenakute ii namida o koraete sugoshiteru

honto no koto dake de ikite yukeru hodo

bokura wa tsuyokunai sa tsuyokunakute ii

ii

mochiageta mabuta sekai wa haru da sakurairo no kaze o kakiwakete

haruka kanata e mukau tochuu kono nanohana hatake ni kimi wa ita no ka na

kono sora ni tori no shiroi habataki o boku ga sagasu aida kitto

kimi wa daichi ni mimi o sumashi ari no kuroi ashioto o sagashitandarou na

PIERO no you na kamen o haide taiyou ni wasurerareta oka ni tachi

tsuki no hikari o abite fukaku iki o suu

sara no wareru oto mo donarigoe mo nai sekai

nukumori ga nakutatte ikite wa yukeru sa

dakedo bokura ikiteru dake ja tarinakute

mebuku daichi ya buatsui miki ya kiesaru niji ya sugisaru hibi ya

yozora no SUPIKA shiki no fushigi ga oshiete kureta shinjitsu o sagashitsuzukeru bokura ni

doko made tabi o shite mo inochi no hajimari wa

ikite aisaretai to naita hitori no akago

koko de wa nai doko ka o mezasu riyuu to wa

kokoro de wa nai doko ka ni kotae wa nai to shiru tame

English Lyrics :

Smeared with setbacks, lost in fads
I pretend to be happy as I sing
“Run further” I’m urging myself, thoughtlessly, but softly to where the wind is blowing
I glance back at the road which I came from and feel sorry that I have time to spare
Surrounded on all sides
What comes after a war is one game
“There are mountains, valleys, cliffs”
Dust is piling up
In the middle of my endless journey, I stop by at the edge of a town
I throw down my tired legs softly
If I lie down, I’ll end up repeating my shallow sleep
I’ll see that same profile over and over, hear those same words over and over…
“Am I the only one who thinks just living is sad?”

Tobacco smoke floats in the air and disappears into emptiness

On a day where we’re surely still powerless and young
You witness sadness that you didn’t have to see
Now you’re spending your time holding in tears that don’t have to be held in
We’re not strong enough to keep living on just completely truthful things
We don’t have to be strong
Okay?

My lifted-up eyelids see the world in spring
I push through the cherry blossom-coloured wind
On the way to the destination of the far away other side, I wonder if you were in this rapeseed field
I search for the white flapping of a bird in this sky
Surely you’ll be listening carefully to the ground and searching for the black ant’s footsteps at the same time, right?

Tearing off a disguise like a clown’s, standing on a forgotten hill, in the sun

Basking in the light of the moon, taking a deep breath
In a world where there’s no yelling voice or sound of the plates breaking
Without sharing warmth, we can keep living
However, just living is not enough for us

The budding ground, the thick trees, the disappearing rainbow, the passing days,
The night sky’s Spica, the four season’s mystery, they taught us who continue searching for the truth

No matter how far we travel, at the start of life
We were lonely babies who cried out to want to live and be loved
Our reason for aiming for somewhere that isn’t here
Is because we have to in order to know that there is no answer anywhere other than in the heart

Tomorrow :
Anima Rossa , Porno Graffiti ( #11 Bleach Opening )

Merry Christmas , everyone !

Special Post ! ~!

Merry Christmas

I haven't gotten a present.
Wasn't hoping for one from family / parents / friends.
Just from someone special.

I wish you would be here.
><

A Fun Day :)

It was really fun,
really o.o.

Wow, my mother decided to go out to 1 Utama for shopping ( not for me ), haha.
So we ate a few Tokyo - G food. Delicious indeed. Sadly, my mother forced me to eat a really big bowl of beef + omelette + rice. >< . I was really full, badly.

After that we went to some Mac - City event called Discoveryweek.
Website ; http://www.facebook.com/discoveryweek

Yeah.
Me and my sister went up and did some lucky draw in a box form. NOT PAPER. <.<
Inside, theres a paper which state what you won. Both me and my sister got the same >< .
2 speakers ( each of us ) and 2 iPod Nano Accessory. They are for sale, yeah :).
So, sad we didn't get any special prizes until my mother went up.

This is the best part.

My mother won an iPod Shuffle 1GB 3rd Generation Blue Colour and a phone pouch. Weeeee~.
Happiness LOL.

Currently loading in some songs ( that I could not load into my phone ) into my new iPod Shuffle.

Oh yeah ~.
Its so nice :x.

Consider to buy the speaker ( only one, I'm using the other one xD ) and the accessories for iPod Nano.
Anything, PM my msn :) If you have mine that is. xD

Sayonara.:D

And so, another day ends.

Finally back from China.
Had some relaxation this few days. Played Bleach Soul Carnival 2 etc etc.

My blog is starting to rot, so, I added a music player which just fits this blog :)
I wouldn't want to see my blog to rot. Haha.
It's been 6 months I didn't update my blog, wow.
I was not dead. I was just busy with academics.
Same goes to Habbo. I started allowing my Habbo to rot.

*Sigh*.

Same old holiday.
Same old encounters.
Different friends.
But same attitudes remains.

Arae arae. Its time to let go off the past and go on ahead - yeah.

Heres a few pictures I took from China :

It generally snowing. Cold. ...

A lovely group picture for all of us.

Another group picture.

Everything was fun. Thanks. For everything.

Sadness And Happiness Was The Key.

Today was fun. I guess. rofl.

Today was Kasshvini's birthday and it was quite fun although I just broke with my stead.
Maybe sadness can be thrown away once happiness is known as a key to release the sadness in out heart.

But why ?
Is it because I have built so many sadness in my heart ?
Or was it because I made so many people sad ?
Can be it ?
Or can it not ?

But still.
We, have a meaning to why we live.
My objective is to.
...
...
....
......
........
Protect her and my friends.

And I promise to my heart, I will do it.
Even if it takes my blocks of the heart.

I promise.

Sadness But Happiness ?

Wow. Today was fun at school. Not. *sigh* Every single second reminds me of her. But why ?
._.
Heres the story.
I went badminton , swimming and futsal today. Leg not tired at all. I did nothing but walk around the whole clubhouse. Suckish huh ? LOL.
After all that, I smsed my stead. Want me to tell her name ? Its Adibah. ._.
I asked her whether she still likes me or not.
Thus, she replied : "I only like you as a friend or a best friend. Since you are younger than me ( She's born on 3 Jan 1996 while Im 5 October 1996 ) , I like you as a brother."

I was like WHAT THE FUCK IS SHE MEANING.

Then, she said she likes another person. Just admire not like. I don't know why. LOL.
She want to end the relationship just because of some trivial fight last week.
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with that trivial matter.
-.-
I really cant take it anymore as well.
Lets just say, she's pretty much like a playgirl.
So, I cant really take it anymore.
And now, Im on the same boat as Nicholas.
>_<. What must I do to prevent that fucking break up ? ._.

Happiness
Even if we have reached the top of the answer,
We have not reached happiness,
The forgiven, the joyful and the happy answer,
Is the key to everything.

But why ?
Sadness remains,
Hatred, love, happiness and sadness is still locked inside,
Hence, we shall unlock it by finding the true answer,
The gift of the goddess,
The happiness,
The smile in your face,
The smite of your face,
Sacrifice shall speak,
At the end of the day.

In the world,
Chains were built day by day,
But what remains on the chain?
Dust as it was blown away, Humans as it was pushed away,
Nothing remains, just like our chain together.

Hold my hand,
And we shall,
Find the answer,
Once again with the chain of love.

Sadness
Screaming in the heart,
Full with hatred and sorrow,
Even sadness shall it go along,
Our happiness together is gone.

Forever the happiness is gone,
But what remains ?
Sadness shall speak,
Once happiness disappears.

Hatred fell with darkness,
Happiness fell with light,
But sadness falls with both darkness and light.

This time , I will protect you even if it takes my life.

Something that is important between me and the 2 of them.

Wow.
Today is her birthday.
07-04-1996.
Another person I like.
Lmao.

Anyway.
I rotted at school. IT WAS NICE. The teachers gave a bunch of homework. Finishing it now.
Gotta ask her to give me her book for notes. Lazy to write them. Damn long. -.-
What should I give to her as a birthday present ? Lets see. A flower ? A teddy bear ( Nah. Gave that to my current stead. LOLL. ) ? A box of chocolates ? Gee. I don't know what to give to her ._.
Writing a nice and perfect letter to my stead as well. LOLOLOL.
I think I was hurting her heart ._.
Bloody bastards making her sick.
I don't really want my friends help. Although everyone helps me, it might end badly ._.
I really DON'T know why.

Looking at the sky,
Makes a story end peacefully.
Looking at the red ground, red hell,
Makes a story end badly.

Is this really true ?
._.

Wow. LOL.

From school, I learned,

1. Bully your friends.
2. Don't do a lot of violence. Just slap, clap and smack.
3. SLAP A GUY'S BIG BUTT.
4. Don't punch a guy.
5. Tease a guy.
6. DO NOT TEASE THE TEACHER.
7. Make noises. Wait. DONT MAKE NOISES.
8. Smile at your stead during classes when you look at her/him :D
9. Litter the whole place. jkjk.
10. Loiter around.
11. Kiss your stead. JKJK.
12. Don't try and make love.
13. ALWAYS SMILE :D.
14. Do not show your true self. In case of emergency. Show it during oral test. It works.
15. SCORE AN ACE.
Fine. I am done.
LOL.

Days Might Not be Fast.

Days past by seconds, hours and minutes.
But. Every second makes me think of her.
Its someone else.
Is it.
Because ? I like her ?
._.

Anyway. Why the. Why is my font in bold. ._.

Oh well. I really wish i could see her. ._.
I just made my hand swollen.
LOLOLOL.
Heres the picture.
Aiya. Damn lazy to upload.

Anyway.
WAIT.
SHE'S ._. Not angry with me.
Not anymore ~
WEEEEE.
Marking this my.

FAVOURITE DAY :D

The Day Which Is The Dearest to me.

Fine.
Fine.
Fine.

LOL.

Today. I went for prayers. Missed out my jogging routine.

A BIG GROUP WAS GOING YOU BAKA.

It saddens me.
SHE EVEN SCOLDED ME FOR NOT GOING. LOLOLOL.
It saddens me enough :(
Just stop being disappointed.
Oh wait.
She cant see this. LOL. Anyway. I added my cbox. I'll upgrade my blog sooner or later.
But be patient. I'll kill you if you are not patient. I MEAN IT.
And. Avril. GIVE ME YOUR BLOODY 5c. I NEED THE HC :(
LOLOLOL.

Yesterday's,
Wow, Yesterday WAS FUN. THE EARTH HOUR. IT ROCKS THE WHOLE EARTH WITH NO ELECTRICITY.

Save Your Earth.
Save Nature.
Save yourself.

I dedicate this poem for the Earth Hour.

To spare the sands, the skies and the seas,
I offer thee this silent sacrifice.

The poem is from a game called : Crisis Core : Final Fantasy VII
My favourite game of course. LOL.

E V E R Y D A Y S A D D E N S M E :(

Everyday.
Every second.
Every hour.
It saddens me.
But i wonder why.
And i found the answer today. Its because of me being with her. Saddening. I feel a bit of uneasy feeling with her this few days. 
But why could'nt both of us share the right feelings together ?
I really think about this all the time. 
Just why is this happening ?
I think of her, every second, everyhour and everyday.
But Why ? Is it because i bought a teddy bear just for her ?
Or is it because i love her a long time ago and now, the love is broken ?
And even when i am typing. I miss her. A LOT. This saddens me alot.
Everyday.
Every Second.
And Every Hour.

The Nonsense Of Stupidity.

My friend. I aint gonna say his name. But his full of stupidity in his head.
Normally. Friends of ours will not fill you with stupidity right ?
Why the hell does he do that ? Why the hell he wants to take someone away from me ? What I know is :
HE IS FULL OF STUPIDITY.
He tried. And tried to get her away. ~
Anyway, I wont update my blog for a long time.
Oh jolly well. Back to the story.
This , well wont be spread to my friends  but to my close friends like :
Nicholas ( Singapore ) , Rawkie and Jerald ( Singapore ).
But obviously i give this url to some of my friends in both Habbo and real life. LOLOLOLOLOL.
This is stupid. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

._. 09-1-2009

Ok i went swimming ytd and my ear got blocked with water -.- and my ear is full with blockage ( wax LOL ) but my mother took it out LOL. And during my SLUMBER my ear bleeded -.- went to doctor check check check . had to take olive oil -.- and antibiotics LOL didnt go to school today so i had to receive a bunch of craps and homeworks frm my fren ._.

School Reopens :D

School reopens and everyone is back to school :D

In secondary school now ._. Hope this very brand new school has great teachers :D

1 More new main subjects was added : Moral Study ._.

What i found out was, the school was nice and great but what about the teachers ?

._.

What I did during orientation today was :

Helping teachers to carry books ( Malaysian students will now have to lend book from the goverment ) , checking the list of personal file , meeting new students and other Secondary 1 orientation activities ._.

Was tired but looking forward to Monday as school reopens :D